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Those eyes,
They hypnotize,
Make me want to gobble
Extra large fries!

Those eyes,
They mesmerize.
Want to grow so fat
Between your thighs.

Those soft lips,
I wish to kiss.
Feed me, babe,
I'll grow fat hips!

Those lips so sweet,
None can compete,
Kiss me, Temptress,
Make me overeat!

Your seductive face
Puts me in my place.
I'll eat until
I'm a bloated disgrace.

Whatcha lookin at?
Making me sweat!
You forcefeed me,
And make me fat!

No eyes more lovely than these!
Make me order Micky D's.
Can't stop until I pop.
Make me grow so damned obese!

Those soft eyes,
They hypnotize,
Make me want to
Grow thicker thighs!

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> />

Ah, birthday time once again -- German chocolate cake, heavenly
> hash ice cream, unadulterated gluttony, eating with abandon,
> etc.

Also, a time of
> self-assessment.  Since this blog primarily revolves around the
> issues of my fat, my belly and my weight gain, this is a good time to
> take the measure of myself as a man, so to speak.  And in size and
> weight, I've regressed a little this year, but there is hope for the
> future.

Despite my wondrous weight gain in
> 2005 and 2006, during this last year, I have actually lost a lot of
> weight.  About a month after my birthday last year, I started to get
> sick with pneumonia and bronchitis.  Very sick.

class="MsoNormal">Before Thanksgiving 2006, I actually reached my goal of
> 250 pounds with almost a 50-inch belly.

But my belly didn't stay that
> big for long...

src="www.new-you.net/fat%20man%20sm…" />

Because
> of being sick and in and out of the hospital twice for two weeks one time
> and more than a week the other time, I lost a lot of weight at the end of
> 2006.  About the same time, my lover of eight years, Annie, left me
> for a beau from her work. 

Illness and heartbreak have
> wreaked havoc on my body for this last year.  Since last
> Thanksgiving, I have lost 24 pounds.  Eating did not seem as joyful
> to me for most of this year, and I'd go days without eating very much,
> then pig out for a whole day occasionally.

There is some good
> news.

In the last few months, I've apparently turned a corner,
> emotionally and physically.  I don't feel nearly as down as I did
> even a few weeks ago.  And I've started eating with greater
> gusto.  Food tastes better, and I am excited once again about
> gaining just a little more weight -- maybe up to 250 again.

/>There are a few factors in my life that have helped, but probably, as
> they say, time is the greatest healer.  I appreciate all of those
> here who have chatted with me and encouraged me to get on with life 
> -- and to eat, eat, eat!  You encouragers and roleplayers really
> have turned me on -- and turned on my appetite!  Thanks.

/>I have actually gained about 10 pounds in the last 5 weeks, so that's
> encouraging.  I feel better than I have for more than a year
> now.  I look forward to continuing recovery and continuing
> fattening.  I had hoped to get back up to 250 by the end of the year
> -- and maybe some holiday feasting and gluttony may help me get there.
/>
Another year
> older, I’ve definitely got the middle-age spread.
>
And I'm going to make the most of it.

I gave into my
> fattening desires two years ago as I approached my 29th
> birthday. And now, my middle-age spread has had a
> bit of setback temporarily. However, if anyone asks
> me my age from here on out, I’ll be tempted to just whip out my belly and
> love handles for them. Kind of like telling the age
> of a tree by its rings. Count my fat rolls . . .
> <o:p></o:p>

class="MsoNormal">Today,
>
I’m taking a measure of my life in more ways than one. style="">  And one way is the measure of my beautifully
> bountiful body!  And to look forward to another year
> of gaining.

class="MsoNormal">I
> haven’t been as obsessive about my weight gain as I was in 2005, and
> that's probably a good thing.  I would have driven myself crazy this
> last year, not only with heartbreak and being sick, but worries over my
> shrinking belly.
<o:p></o:p>

class="MsoNormal">Here, for my birthday are my current figures.
>
And below, to put it all in perspective, are my measurements and
> weights from weeks and months and years past, when I was just a skinny
> lad . . . <o:p></o:p>

class="MsoNormal">Height
> 5’8”<o:p></o:p>

class="MsoNormal">Weight – 228
> pounds<o:p></o:p>
Chest – 45.25”<o:p></o:p>
Belly –
> 47.5”<o:p></o:p>
Waistline – 44”<o:p></o:p>
Hips –
> 46.5”<o:p></o:p>
Thighs – 30.5” and 30”
style="">

lang="EN" style=""> src="images.jupiterimages.com/commo…"
> />
Weight
Dec. 2002 – 135 pounds
Dec. 2003 – 145
> lbs
Jan. 1, 2005 -- 155 lbs
April 17, 2005 – 161 lbs

> May 1, 2005 – 166 lbs
May 15, 2005 – 170 lbs
May 29, 2005 –
> 177 lbs
June 12, 2005 – 179 lbs
June 26, 2005 – 180 lbs

> July 10, 2005 – 183 lbs
July 24, 2005 -- 180 lbs
July 31,
> 2005 -- 186 lbs
Aug. 14, 2005 -- 193 lbs
Aug. 28, 2005 -- 195
> lbs
Sept. 11, 2005 -- 193 lbs
Sept. 25, 2005 – 196 lbs

> Oct. 9, 2005 – 206 lbs
Oct. 23, 2005 -- 204 lbs
Nov. 6, 2005
> -- 205 lbs
Nov. 20, 2005 -- 209 lbs
Nov. 27, 2005 -- 213
> lbs
Dec. 3, 2005 -- 214
> lbs<u1:p></u1:p>
<o:p></o:p>
style="">Dec. 17, 2005 – 219 lbs<u1:p></u1:p><o:p></o:p>
/>Jan. 1, 2006 – 224 lbs<o:p></o:p>
Oct.
> 12, 2006 – 248 lbs
Nov. 30, 2006 -- 252 lbs
Sept. 5, 2007 --
> 218 lbs
Oct. 12, 2007 -- 228 lbs
Gain: 93 lbs in 4 years, 10
> months (lost 24 lbs since last Thanksgiving)



> Chest

April 17, 2005 – 37.25”
May 1, 2005 –
> 37.5”
May 15, 2005 – 37.25”
May 29, 2005 – 38”
June 12,
> 2005 – 38”
June 26, 2005 – 38.25”
July 10, 2005 – 38”

> July 24, 2005 -- 38.25"
July 31, 2005 -- 38.5"
Aug. 14, 2005
> -- 39.25"
Aug. 28, 2005 -- 39.25"
Sept. 11, 2005 -- 39.5"
/> Sept. 25, 2005 – 40.25”
Oct. 9, 2005 – 41"
Oct. 23, 2005
> -- 41.25"
Nov. 6, 2005 -- 41.25"
Nov. 20, 2005 -- 41.75"
/> Dec. 3, 2005 -- 42.75"<u1:p></u1:p>
<o:p></o:p>
lang="EN" style="">Jan. 1, 2006 – 44.25”<o:p></o:p>
Oct. 12, 2006 –
> 46.25”
Oct. 12, 2007 -- 45.25"
Increase: 8” in 2 ½ years
> (lost 1" in last year)
<o:p></o:p>

class="MsoNormal"> style=""><o:p></o:p> style="">Belly
April 17, 2005 –
> 33.5”
May 1, 2005 – 34”
May 15, 2005 – 35.25”
May 29,
> 2005 – 36.75”
June 12, 2005 – 36.5”
June 26, 2005 – 37”

> July 10, 2005 – 37.75”
July 24, 2005 -- 38"
July 31, 2005 --
> 38.5"
Aug. 14, 2005 -- 39.5"
Aug. 28, 2005 -- 39.75"

> Sept. 11, 2005 -- 40"
Sept. 25, 2005 – 40.75”
Oct. 9, 2005 –
> 42”
Oct. 23, 2005 -- 42.25"
Nov. 6, 2005 -- 42.5"
Nov.
> 20, 2005 -- 43.25"
Dec. 3, 2005 --
> 44.25"<u1:p></u1:p>
<o:p></o:p>
Jan.
> 1, 2006 – 45.5”<o:p></o:p>
Oct. 12, 2006 – 48.5”
Oct. 12,
> 2007 -- 48"
Increase: 14.5” in 2 ½ years (lost .5" in last year)
/>
Waist
Dec. 2002 – Approximately 29-30”

> Jan. 1, 2005 – Approximately 32”
April 17, 2005 – 32.5”
May
> 1, 2005 – 32.75”
May 15, 2005 – 33.25”
May 29, 2005 –
> 34.75”
June 12, 2005 – 35”
June 26, 2005 – 35.25”
July
> 10, 2005 – 36”
July 24, 2005 -- 36"
July 31, 2005 --
> 36.75"
Aug. 14, 2005 -- 38"
Aug. 28, 2005 -- 38"
Sept.
> 11, 2005 -- 38"
Sept. 25, 2005 – 38.5”
Oct. 9, 2005 – 40”
/> Oct. 23, 2005 -- 40"
Nov. 6, 2005 -- 40"
Nov. 20, 2005 --
> 40.5"
Dec. 3, 2005 -- 40.75"<u1:p></u1:p>
<o:p></o:p>
/>Jan. 1, 2006 – 41.5”<o:p></o:p>
Oct. 12,
> 2006 – 44.5”
Oct. 12, 2007 -- 44"
Increase: 14-15” in 4
> years (lost .5" in last year)


Hips


> April 17, 2005 – 37.5”
May 1, 2005 – 38”
May 15, 2005 –
> 38.5”
May 29, 2005 – 40.25”
June 12, 2005 – 40.5”
June
> 26, 2005 – 41”
July 10, 2005 – 41.25”
July 24, 2005 -- 41"
/> July 31, 2005 -- 41.25"
Aug. 14, 2005 -- 42"
Aug. 28, 2005
> -- 42.5"
Sept. 11, 2005 -- 42.75"
Sept. 25, 2005 – 43.25”
/> Oct. 9, 2005 – 44”
Oct. 23, 2005 -- 44.25"
Nov. 6, 2005 --
> 44"
Nov. 20, 2005 -- 44.5"
Dec. 3, 2005 --
> 45"<u1:p></u1:p><o:p></o:p>
Jan. 1, 2006 –
> 45.25”<o:p></o:p>
Oct. 12, 2006 – 46.75”
Oct. 12, 2007 --
> 46.5"
Increase: 9” in 2 ½ years (lost .25 in last year)
/>

style="">Right thigh
April 17, 2005 – 22”
May
> 1, 2005 – 22.25”
May 15, 2005 – 22.25”
May 29, 2005 –
> 23.75”
June 12, 2005 – 24.25”
June 26, 2005 – 24.75”

> July 10, 2005 – 24.5”
July 24, 2005 -- 24.5"
July 31, 2005 --
> 25.25"
Aug. 14, 2005 -- 25.5"
Aug. 28, 2005 -- 25.75"

> Sept. 11, 2005 -- 26"
Sept. 25, 2005 – 26.25”
Oct. 9, 2005 –
> 27”
Oct. 23, 2005 -- 27"
Nov. 6, 2005 -- 27"
Nov. 20,
> 2005 -- 27.5"
Dec. 3, 2005 --
> 27.75"<u1:p></u1:p>
<o:p></o:p>
Jan.
> 1, 2006 – 28”<o:p></o:p>
Oct. 12, 2006 – 30.5”
Oct. 12, 2007 --
> 30.5"
Increase: 8.5” in 2 ½ years

Left
> thigh

April 17, 2005 – 21.5”
May 1, 2005 – 21.25”
/> May 15, 2005 – 21.25”
May 29, 2005 – 23”
June 12, 2005 –
> 23.25”
June 26, 2005 – 23.75”
July 10, 2005 – 23.75”

> July 24, 2005 -- 23.5"
July 31, 2005 -- 24"
Aug. 14, 2005 --
> 24.75"
Aug. 28, 2005 -- 25"
Sept. 25, 2005 – 25.25”

> Oct. 9, 2005 – 25.75”
Oct. 23, 2005 -- 26"
Nov. 6, 2005 --
> 26.25"
Nov. 20, 2005 -- 26.75"
Dec. 3, 2005 --
> 27"<u1:p></u1:p>
<o:p></o:p>
Jan. 1,
> 2006 – 27.5”<o:p></o:p>
Oct. 12, 2006 – 29.75”
Oct. 12, 2007 --
> 30"
Increase: 8.5” in 2 ½ years; .25" in
> last year


BMI rating

Dec. 2002 –
> 20.52 (normal weight)
Dec. 2003 – 22.04 (normal)
Jan. 1, 2005
> – 23.57 (normal)
April 17, 2005 – 24.48 (normal)
May 1, 2005
> – 25.24 (overweight)
May 15, 2005 – 25.85 (overweight)
May
> 29, 2005 – 26.91 (overweight)
June 12, 2005 – 27.21 (overweight)
/> June 26, 2005 – 27.37 (overweight)
July 10, 2005 – 27.67
> (overweight)
July 24, 2005 -- 27.37 (overweight)
July 31,
> 2005 -- 28.28 (overweight)
Aug. 14, 2005 -- 29.34 (overweight)
/> Aug. 28, 2005 -- 29.65 (overweight)
Sept. 11, 2005 -- 29.34
> (overweight)
Sept. 25, 2005 – 29.8 (overweight)
Oct. 9, 2005
> – 31.32 (obese class 1)
Oct. 23, 2005 -- 31.01 (obese)
Nov.
> 6, 2005 -- 31.17 (obese)
Nov. 20, 2005 -- 31.77 (obese)
Dec.
> 3, 2005 -- 32.54 (obese)<u1:p></u1:p>
<o:p></o:p>
lang="EN" style="">Jan. 1, 2006 – 34.06 (obese class 1) <o:p></o:p>
/>Oct. 12, 2006 – 37.7 (obese class 2)
Nov. 30, 2006 -- 38.31 (obese
> class 2)
Sept. 5, 2007 -- 33.14 (obese class 1)
Oct. 12, 2007
> -- 34.66 (obese class 1)


/> Body fat percentage (measured by waist/weight
> relationship)

Dec. 2002 –
> 11.01% (athletes category)
Jan. 1, 2005 – 16.56% (fitness
> category)
April 17, 2005 – 16.93% (fitness)
May 1, 2005 –
> 16.8% (fitness)
May 15, 2005 – 17.43% (acceptable category)

> May 29, 2005 – 19.93% (acceptable)
June 12, 2005 – 19.62%
> (acceptable)
June 26, 2005 – 20.67% (acceptable)
July 10,
> 2005 – 22.01% (acceptable)
July 24, 2005 -- 22.34% (acceptable)
/> July 31, 2005 -- 23.03% (acceptable)
Aug. 14, 2005 -- 24.59%
> (acceptable)
Aug. 28, 2005 -- 24.25% (acceptable)
Sept. 11,
> 2005 -- 24.59% (acceptable)
Sept. 25, 2005 – 25.14% (obese)

> Oct. 9, 2005 – 26.55% (obese)
Oct. 23, 2005 -- 26.89% (obese)

> Nov. 6, 2005 -- 26.72% (obese)
Nov. 20, 2005 -- 27.04% (obese)
/> Dec. 3, 2005 -- 26.7% (obese)<u1:p></u1:p>
<o:p></o:p>
/>Jan. 1, 2006 – 25.61%
> (obese)<o:p></o:p>

Oct.
> 12, 2006 – 28.19% (obese)
style="">

Oct. 12, 2007 --
> 30.48% (obese)

style="">BMI and fat calculations at:
href="www.bmi-calculator.net/">www.bmi-calculator.net/<o:p></o:p>


>

<o:p></o:p>Well, in
> the last year, I guess I've been demoted a level, going from obese class
> 2 to obese class 1, but I'll get back up there.  One other
> interesting thing is that while I've lost weight, I've definitely gotten
> softer all over.  And my fat percentage -- higher than ever --
> reflects that.  I'm almost 1/3 fat, which means I'm 1/3 purely
> beautiful, haha.

style="">Well, 30 was my age until today.  And 30 used to be the
> measure of my waistline. Now, it’s the size of each
> of my thighs. Oh well, got to grow some big thighs
> to carry around this wonderfully chubby belly I’ve grown. style="">   And they've got to get bigger and stronger
> to carry the delicious belly fat I'm going to grow this holiday eating
> season.
<o:p></o:p>

<o:p>
>
</o:p>Right now, I’m going to go get some birthday cake and ice
> cream here at the office. 

class="MsoNormal">Have a great day, grab some decadently delicious
> food and a deliciously decadent lover!! And try to
> have fun and joy in your life, no matter what your age or
> size!!!

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Okay, whoohhhsssh, gonna have to get a cold shower!

While I obviously enjoy the photos and videos displaying feederism, what does it for me more than anything is just good old-fashioned storytelling and imagination.

To that end, check out this site for lots of ideas for your wicked imagination. Let loose, and enjoy!

imagineyourfeedistotp.tumblr.c…

And by the way, many of my favorite artists/writers are migrating to tumblr. I fight the urge to join them; they make it all look like so much fun!

Here are a few:

miss-pig.tumblr.com/
(who illustrated my "Leila and Sam" story, currently censored by dA, but I am cleaning it up to post again)

vintagebooksandfairies.tumblr.…
(my favorite weight gain enthusiast of all time, and a great person to get to know. She is a fairy who sometimes gets so chubby that she can no longer fly.  She is an inspiration to my art)

to-many-cupcakes.tumblr.com/
Another great inspiration for the "Kandy" series, and she illustrated that story.

Oh well, should I jump ship or stay at dA?

After all, dA has censored and actually deleted much of my stuff... and I don't see that problem with tumblr.

Zonker
  • Listening to: Paul Simon
  • Reading: The Fat Vampirer Blues
  • Watching: Everyone just get fatter and fatter...
  • Playing: Playing with? Hummmm, that's private!
  • Eating: Eclairs and donut holes
  • Drinking: Hot fudge milkshake!
Checking out awesome documentary on "Sex + Food: Inside the Hungry World of Feeder Fetishes"

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Okay, whoohhhsssh, gonna have to get a cold shower!

While I obviously enjoy the photos and videos displaying feederism, what does it for me more than anything is just good old-fashioned storytelling and imagination.

To that end, check out this site for lots of ideas for your wicked imagination. Let loose, and enjoy!

imagineyourfeedistotp.tumblr.c…

And by the way, many of my favorite artists/writers are migrating to tumblr. I fight the urge to join them; they make it all look like so much fun!

Here are a few:

miss-pig.tumblr.com/
(who illustrated my "Leila and Sam" story, currently censored by dA, but I am cleaning it up to post again)

vintagebooksandfairies.tumblr.…
(my favorite weight gain enthusiast of all time, and a great person to get to know. She is a fairy who sometimes gets so chubby that she can no longer fly.  She is an inspiration to my art)

to-many-cupcakes.tumblr.com/
Another great inspiration for the "Kandy" series, and she illustrated that story.

Oh well, should I jump ship or stay at dA?

After all, dA has censored and actually deleted much of my stuff... and I don't see that problem with tumblr.

Zonker
  • Listening to: Paul Simon
  • Reading: The Fat Vampirer Blues
  • Watching: Everyone just get fatter and fatter...
  • Playing: Playing with? Hummmm, that's private!
  • Eating: Eclairs and donut holes
  • Drinking: Hot fudge milkshake!

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Got story any recommendations for a girl who's run out of weight gain fiction?
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Hey, thanks for the watch! c:
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Thank you for the favorites and the watch!
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Thank you for the Watch and all those favorites. But, to be honest, what I loved the most, was to log on to see that I HAD TEN FRAKKIN COMMENTS. I don't care if a majority of them was from favorites, that made my day! xD :D
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Thanks for all the :+fav:s and the :+devwatch: :D
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Thanks for the fav! If you want to see more go ahead and Watch!
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Thank you for the faves!!!!
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Thanks for the fav and watch ^~^
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and the watch
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